Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Silence in the room.
Mind still working double the speed.

Cant understand..
is it so fragile?

whole day. no contact at all, even though u could.
stop telling me wat happens when i go ns.
it isnt time.
present is more impt.
i don need any training for the future.
what matters is wat u do now.
but never will u understand.

fighting wif ppl i don even gif a shit about.
attention.
when will it fully be mine?
money or brand don buy me happiness.
i ve no wants. except to travel.
need: attention.

giving in is never my forte.
but still i did. for once. i tried.
i don feel stupid. cos i tried.
no appreciation watsoever.
except for the dreadful word: sorry.
sorry aint the world. sorry don cure anymore.
sorry is a word i wanna wipe out in our memories.
but never, will u understand.

change. not the same. diff world.
not willing to communicate.
did u even ask me wat i wan?
y did u assume?
esp wif ppl i dono well.
i would if u asked me first.
i don like u making plans without me.
i feel...

tired now. willing to feel the shit.
and not short term happiness.
y m i fighting? for wat purpose?
holding on to a thin piece of thread.
i tot it will hold me. but its breaking up.

u said ok. u wun regret.
i feel something inside broke.



butterfly fantasy at
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